February 2012
3 posts
January 2012
8 posts
I know this is going to sound weird, but take this with a grain of salt. I think the second you’re able to really talk about your life with depth and understanding, reminisce, share stories, and reflect back, dish out advice and life lessons to those younger than you hoping to guide them in the right direction so they won’t make the same mistakes. I think that is the second...
While I may have everyone else fooled, I’ve never managed to fool myself. You can’t always trust the things I say, do, or even write. But at the end of the day, my thoughts, my feelings, my secrets, my raw emotions, my reflection in the mirror, and the things I know to always be true is what keeps me in a humble state of mind. Yeah, that’s what’s up.
What's Annoying?
Girls who wear red lipstick, like really red.
People who hold their pens/pencils in a fist.
People who tell you to calm down, when you gave them absolutely no reason to believe that you aren’t.
People who put sunglasses on their heads backwards.
People who wear those white G-shock watches. They weren’t cool when I wore them in middle school, so why should they be now? Fuck you.
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December 2011
2 posts
November 2011
4 posts
Update (For Those Of You Who Think I'm Dead)
My hair is growing back at an alarming rate. My new toothpaste tastes really good. I’ve lost a lot of weight just by cashing out everyday (sandwich and a bottle of orange juice) and walking to class. The only reason I use my phone now is for it’s alarm. On rare occasions, I do pick up, only if it’s my mom. I am in dire need of chap stick. I never use it, even though I have like...
"I don't know"
I don’t know why we’re so afraid of saying “I don’t know”. I mean we still say it, it’s just that we don’t want to. We want to know, and we want you and everyone else around us to know that we know…you know?
Today, my professor asked me a question in class. Unfortunately, I was too lost in my own world during most of his lecture. He asked me...
This is a particularly strange time for me. Lately, I haven’t been acting like myself even more than usual. Actually, I don’t even know what being me 100% of the time would even begin to look like, to be honest. I say things I don’t mean, and I do things I had no intention of even doing. I feel like everything about me is just an act, just one big show. Now I know we all act differently around...
October 2011
1 post
August 2011
1 post
Creative Bound.
Right now in thailand, there’s a 1 bedroom apartment completely furnished with a TV, frig, microwave, and hot water waiting for me. I sold most of my possessions that I’ve kept for much too long for a fair amount of paper that barely covers my parking permit and books for the quarter. I’m typing this on my desktop that’s on the floor because I sold my desk. My back hurts...
July 2011
7 posts
thank you for all the postive feedback guys! for a while now, i’ve been saying how i really want to create something. i’ve always prided myself on writing about the things i feel strongly about and creatively at that. although as much as i do love writing and as much as i do love sharing it with all of you on tumblr, twitter, and facebook…i just love talking even more. also,...
How do you feel about me making videos on youtube?
BO FENG.
I really wished I could’ve gotten to know her better, and so many times I was tempted to ask if I could tag along on one of her many adventures around Alhambra. I never did, because I thought it would be weird asking to hang out with someone I hardly talked to.
See if you had asked me before all of this whether I talked to her or not, I would’ve said “No, I don’t talk to her”. But when I really...
What good are dreams, if you don’t do anything about them?
"matthew"
Hi, my name is Thanakorn Matthew Tanumathaya. Well, at least I think it is. I mean it says so on my passport and driver’s license. I bet it’s probably because it is legally my middle name. No, it’s not my name when they call attendance, but it’s still very much my name. Today, someone said something that really made my teeth grind. They said “Matthew’s not even...
June 2011
3 posts
Watchiamgiovanny:
Sometimes, I have regrets. And then, I realize that what has happened was vital in helping me be a better man. But what if you get a message from the future? Or rather, what if you could tell your past self anything? What would you say?
Sometimes we just have to trust that our mistakes are our own unique way of getting us where we need to be. We may think we know what we want now...
May 2011
7 posts
the eagle's nest
I learned how to pack and unpack before anything else. My ENTIRE life has been about moving from one place to the next. I’m like an army brat without the army..or the brat. As quickly as I made friends, I would just as quickly find myself saying goodbye. And I recently tried to trace back my steps and figure out exactly how many schools I’ve actually been to, and the result was...
It’s always weird when you realize you miss someone you barely know. With that, I just couldn’t help but reminisce and think about ALL the people I used to talk to, and how I don’t talk to them anymore. Which I guess is understandable since high school is coming to an end. And of course I think about all the girls I used to talk to first, and how it always starts and ends the...
note to self
my career must include all of the following:
production design & writing
women & music
imagination & daydreaming
movie moments
traveling
summer to-do
start vlogging
visit the set of sacred heart in north hollywood
visit hollywood homies
ride to the beach again (as a bike gang)
form a bike gang
watch a $3 movie at the old theater on atlantic before it shuts down
beach bonfire
summer bridge program
orientation
hiking at eaton canyon
have a giant blowout yard sale
get a job (preferably as a waiter)
bike around more
visit: jms,...
College Day !
finish later..
April 2011
1 post
bad rumors are good.
having bad rumors said about you is actually really good, and i’ll tell you why. so my friend is rambling about how she hates this bitch and that bitch and every other bitch. then she says to me, “don’t you just hate her too?!”. i didn’t hate her, but i didn’t like her either. i nothing-ed her. i think the world has enough hate in it already and it sure as hell...
February 2011
1 post
today i figured out what i wanted to do with my life. it never ceases to amaze me how inspiration can come from the unlikeliest of places. mine came from an interview i was watching on youtube with. .
January 2011
0 posts
COASTINNG
so isaac and i were riding to the beach, and at the northern end of the path, near the gravel pits, you’ll come upon the aptly-named Peck Road Water Conservation Park (left). below that is a long, extremely barren stretch of concrete river where we slipped and slide into..we were wet, cold, and incredibly disgusting yet we still made it to the beach in 2 HOURS ! my SECOND time at the...
December 2010
7 posts
Calm, collected, and cold.
I’m honestly amazed by how i turned out, but definitely for the wrong reasons. Nowadays I’m so concerned about protecting myself, careful not to rub anyone the wrong way because I know the consequences that could come. Now I’m not talking about your everyday teenager consequences, but god I wish I was. See I’m trading in charisma for caution, a stupid necessary decision....
I haven’t really written anything meaningful for way too long.
Listen
November 2010
2 posts
i have about 100+ tumblr entries on the desktop of my mind. NO ! not until after this whole fighting for my future period is over, but then again when is it ever ?
they say your attitude determines your latitude
October 2010
1 post
Listen
August 2010
4 posts
lessons learned at 3 am: never, and i repeat NEVER, eat a banana after midnight.
